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CHAPTER 6 | The Push and Pull

EVANDER LAURENT

Macroeconomics lecture starts at 9 AM on Tuesdays and Thursdays.

I don't usually attend.

Not because I don't understand the material—I could teach this class better than Professor Harrington, and we both know it. My family's financial empire has been built on the exact principles he's scribbling on the blackboard in his monotone voice.

But today, I'm here.

Because she's here.

Aurora Lane walks into the lecture hall at 8:53 AM—seven minutes early, like she does for every class. I've been watching her routine for weeks now. She's pathologically punctual. Always arrives early enough to choose her seat, always sits in the front row, always has her notebook open and pen ready before the professor even enters.

She's wearing jeans again. A plain sweater. Hair pulled back in a ponytail that exposes the long line of her neck.

My eyes track the movement as she walks down the aisle, settles into her usual seat—front row, three seats from the left—and starts arranging her things with that same quiet efficiency.

She hasn't looked at me once since the library.

Three days.

Three days of walking past me in hallways, sitting through shared campus spaces, existing in the same buildings—and she hasn't so much as glanced in my direction.

It's deliberate. Calculated.

She's trying to erase me.

Trying to prove that I don't matter. That I can't affect her.

It's the most infuriating thing I've ever experienced.

And it's making me fucking insane.

I'm sitting in the back row—my usual spot when I bother attending lectures—with Tristan beside me and Lucius two seats down, half-asleep with his blazer draped over his face.

I watch Aurora settle in. Watch her pull out her laptop, her notebook, her collection of pens organized by color in a little case that looks like it's seen better years.

She's so focused. So controlled.

Like the rest of the world doesn't exist.

Like I don't exist.

Professor Harrington enters, sets his briefcase down on the desk at the front, and begins writing formulas on the blackboard without preamble.

The lecture hall fills with the sound of rustling paper, clicking keyboards, the scratch of chalk on board.

I stand up.

Tristan glances at me. "Where are you going?"

I don't answer.

I grab my bag and walk down the aisle.

The lecture hall is stadium-style seating—rows ascending toward the back. I move down, down, down, until I'm at the front.

Until I'm directly behind her.

There's an empty seat. There's always an empty seat near Aurora. Scholarship students don't sit near Elite students unless forced. And Elite students sure as fuck don't sit near scholarship students.

I drop into the chair behind her.

The movement is deliberate. Loud enough that she hears it.

Her shoulders tense.

Just slightly.

But I notice.

I always notice.

I lean back in my seat, stretch my legs out, and let my knee brush the back of her chair.

She doesn't turn around.

Doesn't acknowledge me.

Just keeps staring straight ahead at the blackboard like I'm not there.

Professor Harrington is talking about supply and demand curves. Marginal utility. Basic shit that every student in this room should've learned in high school.

I'm not listening.

I'm watching the back of Aurora's head. The way her ponytail sits just slightly off-center. The way a few strands have escaped and are curling against her neck.

I want to wrap that ponytail around my fist and yank her head back until she's forced to look at me.

Instead, I kick her chair.

Lightly. Just enough to jostle it.

Her pen skips across the page.

She freezes.

I do it again.

This time, she grips her pen tighter. Her knuckles go white.

But she doesn't turn around.

Doesn't say anything.

Just keeps writing.

I lean forward. Close enough that my chest is almost brushing her back.

Close enough that I can smell her—something clean and simple, not perfume, maybe just soap or shampoo. Nothing expensive. Nothing trying to impress anyone.

I fucking hate how much I like it.

"You're ignoring me," I murmur. Low enough that only she can hear.

She doesn't respond.

Professor Harrington is still talking. Something about elasticity. His voice drones on, filling the silence.

I lean in closer. My mouth is right next to her ear now.

"That's not going to work, Aurora."

Her breathing changes. Gets shallower.

But she still doesn't turn around.

I smile.

"You think if you pretend I don't exist, I'll go away?" I whisper. "That's adorable."

Her hand tightens on her pen.

I can see the tension in her shoulders. The way she's holding herself perfectly still, like if she moves even an inch, she'll shatter.

"I know you can hear me," I continue, my voice barely audible. "I can see your pulse in your neck. It's racing."

She swallows. Hard.

I let my knee press against the back of her chair again. Harder this time. Deliberate.

"Wear your hair up tomorrow," I murmur. "I want to see your neck when I bite it."

Her entire body goes rigid.

Professor Harrington is drawing a graph now. Arrows pointing in different directions. Students around us are taking notes, keyboards clicking, pens scratching.

No one is paying attention to us.

No one ever does.

That's the thing about being Elite. People look away. They give you space. They pretend they don't see what's happening right in front of them because it's safer that way.

I lean in even closer. My chest is against her back now. I can feel the rise and fall of her breathing.

"You're so tense," I whisper. "So fucking wound up. When's the last time someone made you relax, Aurora?"

Her jaw clenches.

"When's the last time someone touched you?" I continue. My voice is low, dark, deliberate. "Really touched you. Made you feel something other than tired and angry and alone."

She's shaking now. Just barely. But I can feel it.

"You're so fucking wet right now, aren't you?" I murmur.

Her breath catches.

And then she whispers back, her voice tight with fury, "Drop dead, Laurent."

I smile.

There it is.

That fire.

That rage.

I've been waiting for it.

"That's better," I murmur. "I was starting to think you'd forgotten how to talk."

"Fuck off."

"Not a chance."

Professor Harrington turns away from the blackboard, starts talking about next week's assignment. Aurora tries to focus on him, tries to write down what he's saying, but her handwriting is shaky now. Uneven.

I'm getting to her.

Finally.

I let my hand drift to the back of her chair. My fingers brush the fabric of her sweater. Just barely. Just enough that she feels it.

She goes completely still.

"I could do this all day," I whisper. "I could sit here and whisper filthy things in your ear until you can't take it anymore. Until you break. Until you turn around and look at me."

She doesn't move.

Doesn't breathe.

"Look at me, Aurora."

Nothing.

"Turn around and look at me."

Still nothing.

My jaw tightens.

I lean in so close my lips are brushing her ear. "I'll burn this classroom down if you don't turn around."

And I mean it.

I would.

I would set this entire fucking building on fire if it meant getting her attention. Getting her eyes on me. Getting her to stop pretending I don't exist.

Because I do exist.

And she's mine.

She just doesn't know it yet.

Professor Harrington is wrapping up the lecture. Students are starting to pack up their things, closing laptops, shoving notebooks into bags.

Aurora still hasn't turned around.

She's just sitting there, hands clenched in her lap, breathing carefully, like she's trying to keep herself under control.

I lean back in my seat. Give her space.

For now.

The lecture hall starts to empty. Students file out in groups, talking, laughing, completely oblivious to the tension crackling in the front row.

Aurora starts packing up her things. Slowly. Deliberately.

She's waiting for me to leave first.

I don't.

I just sit there. Watching her.

She closes her laptop. Slides it into her bag. Gathers her pens, her notebook.

And then she turns around.

Finally.

Her eyes meet mine.

And fuck, the look on her face.

Pure, undiluted fury.

Her cheeks are flushed. Her eyes are bright with anger. Her jaw is set so tight I can see the muscle jumping.

She's beautiful.

Absolutely fucking beautiful.

She reaches into her bag. Pulls out a pen.

Not one of the cheap plastic ones. A heavy metal pen. The kind that costs actual money. Probably a gift. Probably the nicest thing she owns.

And then she slams it down into my notebook.

Hard.

The metal tip punches straight through the expensive leather cover, through the pages inside, and embeds itself in the desk beneath.

Ink explodes. Black and viscous, spreading across the page in a dark stain.

The notebook is ruined.

Completely.

She leans in. Close enough that I can see the gold flecks in her brown eyes.

"Leave me the fuck alone," she says. Her voice is low. Dangerous.

And then she grabs her bag and walks out.

I sit there for a moment.

Staring at the ruined notebook.

At the pen still embedded in the desk.

And I smile.

Not the cold, controlled smile I use in public.

A real smile.

Because she just gave me exactly what I wanted.

She snapped.

She reacted.

She acknowledged me.

And now she's thinking about me.

Now I'm in her head, under her skin, crawling through her thoughts like poison.

I pull the pen out of the desk. Hold it up. The metal is heavy, solid. Well-made.

I slide it into my pocket.

And I stand up.

Tristan is waiting for me at the back of the lecture hall. He saw the whole thing. Of course he did.

He doesn't say anything. Just gives me that flat, unreadable look.

I walk past him without a word.

Because there's nothing to say.

She's mine.

She just proved it.

The rest of the day passes in a blur.

I attend another lecture—Corporate Finance, equally useless. I have lunch with Landon at the Elite dining hall, listening to him talk about some charity gala his family is hosting while I push food around my plate and think about the way Aurora's eyes looked when she stabbed that pen into my notebook.

By the time evening rolls around, I'm back in my penthouse.

The rain has started again. Heavy and relentless, lashing against the windows, turning the campus below into a smear of lights and shadows.

I'm sitting in my chair by the window, laptop open, camera feed 4A on the screen.

Aurora's door is closed.

Has been since she got back from classes three hours ago.

I've been watching. Waiting.

My phone buzzes.

Tristan: You're going to break her.

I ignore it.

He sends another message.

Tristan: And then what? What happens when there's nothing left to break?

I set the phone down.

He doesn't understand.

I'm not trying to break her.

I'm trying to own her.

There's a difference.

Breaking implies destruction. Irreparable damage. An end.

Ownership is different.

Ownership is control. Possession. Making sure that every thought, every breath, every heartbeat belongs to me.

I don't want to destroy Aurora Lane.

I want to remake her.

Shape her into something that fits perfectly into the space I've carved out for her in my life.

She'll fight. Of course she will.

That's what makes it interesting.

But eventually, she'll understand.

She'll realize that fighting me is pointless. That I've already won. That the cage I've built around her is inescapable.

And then?

Then she'll be mine.

Completely.

The door on the screen opens.

Aurora steps out into the hallway.

I lean forward.

She's changed. Jeans and a hoodie. Hair still up in that ponytail.

She walks down the hallway, disappears into the stairwell.

I switch camera feeds. Follow her.

Lobby. Ground floor.

She's heading out.

At 11 PM.

Where the fuck is she going?

I grab my jacket and leave the penthouse.

The campus is dark and wet. Rain soaks through my jacket within seconds, but I don't care.

I follow her.

She's walking fast, head down, hands shoved in her pockets.

She crosses the courtyard, heads toward the east gate—the one that leads off campus.

I stay back. Keep to the shadows.

She doesn't notice me.

She's too focused on wherever she's going.

She leaves campus. Walks down the street, past closed shops and empty sidewalks.

And then she stops in front of a small diner.

The sign is old, flickering neon. The windows are fogged with condensation.

She pushes the door open and goes inside.

I wait.

Watch through the window.

She walks up to the counter. Talks to someone—a middle-aged woman with tired eyes and a stained apron.

The woman hands her something. A uniform.

Aurora takes it. Nods. Says something I can't hear.

And then she turns and walks toward the back of the diner. Disappears through a door marked EMPLOYEES ONLY.

I stand there in the rain, staring at the diner.

And I understand.

She got a job.

Off campus. Where I can't control the employment system. Where she thinks she's safe from my influence.

My jaw tightens.

Smart.

Resourceful.

Exactly what I expected from her.

But it doesn't matter.

Because I'll find a way.

I always do.

I pull out my phone. Type a message.

To: Private Investigator

I need information on a diner. Address attached. I want to know who owns it, who manages it, and how much it would cost to buy it outright. I need this by tomorrow morning.

I hit send.

And then I turn and walk back toward campus.

Aurora Lane thinks she's found a way out.

She hasn't.

She's just given me another thread to pull.

Another piece of her life to control.

And I'm going to pull it until everything she has unravels and falls into my hands.

Because that's what I do.

I don't play fair.

I don't play by rules.

I just win.

Always.


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